Scadalous/ Tuesday, December 27
actualli i realli dunnoe how i feel..wanna share every happie moments with u...told myself i dun love him..maybe i dun..but i can't deny the ache..i can't stop steaLing gLances..how nice actualli..to be able to drown in sumone's love..or am i feeling this wae becuz i'm feeling inferior? i'm beginning to feel how i used to feel abt poly life..u haf frenz..but sumtimes u juz feel so alone..u juz dunnoe who will be dere fer ya if u realli realli need sumonee..=`[..it's a sad thing..ppL alwaes sae..life will be different..and not everything will go pleasing..i didn't noe how 'ugly' life could realli go..not that it's ugly fer mee now..maybe i'm beginning to seee..beginning to noee..and i dun like tt..i wanna stay in my innocent world of happiness..thanks saWwaHh..sKye..JoA..fer being dere fer mee..[=..tHaNks RaiN fer being so loViNgthanks aNgIEe fEr everything ever since we got into NP..thanks Gary fer ur listening ear and fer toleratin my attitude probx!!thanks battalion and peeps who had made me smilee and luff hard..thanks buddie..for your lil touch of kindness and encouragement..though i still feel the ache sumtimes..maybe sumtimes it's good to juz be wild and urself.. wad if one daee..i dun gif a damn to anyonee..or anything..i do wad i wan..wad i like and everything..dun care abt parents and all..wanan go home wad time den wad time..dun wanan go home also can..ppl u dun like..jzu screw...dun care abt anything..i'm sure everyone will haf this kinda tots in their mind at least once in their life rite? hehehe..but i wun..i'm GUAI!! [=and i haven even started STUDYING!!! arghH!!! HOWWWWWWWWwwwwwwwww...i'm prepared to go fer summer skooL...LAalalallaaaa
indulgence in the wee hrs 0f..
11:21:00 PM
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